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December 31 2009
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I don't want to sound like a completely flat, uninteresting, single minded horny boy here but I think I've become addicted to this one particular fetish. In other aspects of my life I consider myself pretty varied and nuanced and have some deep subtle workings going on. I do my best to hone my skills and feed my head and everything Shel Silverstein was on about, but there hasn't been a single time I've been hard since I was fourteen where I wasn't picturing a cock just swelling up into an impossible tower of throbbing manhood. I yearn to watch some young thing's dick growing beyond the bounds nature intended, into a horse like appendage he barely knows what to do with. It's almost every aspect with the homosexual side of my libido.It frightens me sometimes. I'm afraid of becoming entirely fixated on this fetish, so much that it's impossible for me to be sexual without involving it. I don't want to bore partners and drive away potentially wonderful mates due to being to far removed on the sexual spectrum. It's strange that even this fear is placed in an odd way relative to my sexual life. For the most part I'm straight. I act straight. I have as much fun as I think a healthy man should fucking girls. I've had boyfriends but they never really satisfied the craving I had for my fantasy. It was more like a confusing tease. I know it speaks to my unresolved issues with identity and sexuality but still how do I reconcile my fantasy life with the person I am, with the person my friends and family have come to know, and the person I want to be? I want to embrace my identity in ways that make me feel whole and confident, that I am living truthfully. I have no idea what this means in practical terms... but still. Anyway, enough whining for now. Hopefully soon there will be fun and gaiety and erotic stories. I might even tell you about the time a stock boy at a porn shop gave me the first and possibly most appreciated boy blowjob of my life. I might even tell you about how I was dating his lady coworker at the time. -Geo
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well, I understand that the word fetish is not correct here, but the fantasy is unusual. I know a guy whose fantasy is getting a man pregnant and having sex with him over the months as his belly gets bigger and bigger. He has no interest in the birth or the baby, he is just super turned on by the idea of having sex with a man, knowing he is pregnant and that his belly is growing because he impregnated him.
A growing dick seems to have some basis in "normal" sex imagery, though magnified in your case, but I have a harder time getting my mind around this male pregnancy fantasy. Fetsh or fantasy, different strokes for different folks, I guess.
i have the exact same fixation sizeable- as a kid in the 80's i wondered if i bombarded my cock with gamma rays it could "hulk out" when i got hard.. LOL....serious fantasies still about puberty that doesnt stop, growth from ingestion of animal hormones, etc..... my phonebone persona is your dream come true... we should talk :)
Lone Wolf you have a very definite/dictionary of what constitutes fetish, which is beside the point in in this case. How you define fetish is not as important as sizeableboi concern about his sexual fantasy, as he cleary stated.
As for as your fantasy goes siizeableboi, it is wise to keep things in perspective and understand that a fantasy is just a fantasty. What's great about fantasy is that it could anything you want it to be as long as you get off on it. Howver, you do have to be realistic as well when it comes to trying to fulfill that fantasy in real lif situatuin. You can incorporate that fantasy play into you sex play with a partner and still be able to get off but you just have to verbalize that and set up whatever parameter that you can agree on. It's called role playing, i.e. Batman and Robin, or any other superhero play.
Lone Wolf you have a very definite/dictionary of what constitutes fetish, which is beside the point in in this case. How you define fetish is not as important as sizeableboi concern about his sexual fantasy, as he cleary stated.
As for as your fantasy goes siizeableboi, it is wise to keep things in perspective and understand that a fantasy is just a fantasty. What's great about fantasy is that it could anything you want it to be as long as you get off on it. Howver, you do have to be realistic as well when it comes to trying to fulfill that fantasy in real lif situatuin. You can incorporate that fantasy play into you sex play with a partner and still be able to get off but you just have to verbalize that and set up whatever parameter that you can agree on. It's called role playing, i.e. Batman and Robin, or any other superhero play.
Sizeableboi: You are still using the word "fetish" incorrectly. A fetish refers to an object or bodily part. It does not and cannot refer to an "act". An act cannot "fall into the category of fetish". You have a sexual fantasy, not a fetish
However, lots of people use words incorrectly all the time. And we understand what they are saying. I understand your fantasy, but it is not in any way a fetish.
It's really not so much the idea of big cocks that arouses me as it is cocks getting bigger. I've wanted to watch someone's cock get bigger than its ever been right in front of my face, inflating up like a shiny obscene balloon.
I suppose a portion of the fantasy is that it revolves around guys younger than me and on the twinky side of the spectrum. I suppose that them suddenly having this symbol of utter masculinity pounding out of their crotch, comparing it to mine, stretching bigger than me, has some roots in a domination/submission fantasy.
Why I define it as a fetish is that it's not directly involved in the act of sex. It's highly sexually related but I see it as far enough removed from the act in and of itself that the fantasy falls into the category of fetish.
This is a well written personal account of the sexual preference of "sizeableboy".
The major flaw, a somewhat common one, is the very incorrect use of the word "fetish". It comes from the Latin " facticius" meaning artificial or false. What is false is contained in the definition: " any object or nongenital part of the body that causes a habitual erotic response or fixation". In other words, a fetish is a sexual attraction to something that is not sexual.
Believe it or not, the cock is the MAJOR sexual organ of the male. It is absolutely impossible to have a "fetish" for a cock, regardless of its size or anything else. "Sizeableboi" prefers big cocks. He definitely does not have a "fetish" for monster cocks, because that is literally impossible.
artificial, false, from Latin facticius factitious
any object or nongenital part of the body that causes a habitual erotic response or fixation.